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1. Write down any resistance, angers, and fears you have about going on from here.
- money
- stress
- work
- family demands
- sex
- not being enough
- not spending enough time with the ones I love
- not having a plan
- loss of vision
- suicidal thoughts
3. Note your Progress from the Core Negative Beliefs. Read your affirmations. Write some affirmations about your continued creativity.
Core Negative Beliefs:
- I don't have good enough ideas.
- I will do bad work and not know it and look like a fool.
- I will never have any real money.
- I will feel bad because I don't deserve to be successful.
- I will have only one good piece of work in me.
- It's too late. If I haven't becomes a fully functioning artist yet, I never will.
- There is a divine plan of goodness for me/my work. My creativity leads me to forgiveness and self-forgiveness. My creativity always leads me to truth and love.
- As I listen to the creator within, I am led. As I listen to my creativity, I am led to my Creator.
- I am a channel for God's creativity so my work comes from good. As I create and listen, I will be led.
- Creativity is the Creator's will for me. Through the use of my creativity, I serve God.
- My creativity heals myself and others. I am allowed to nurture my artist.
- My dreams come from God and He has the power to accomplish them.
- I am willing to let God create thru me. I am willing to be of service thru my creativity. I am willing to use my creative talents.
- I am willing to experience my creative energy. I am willing to let myself create. I am willing to create.
6. Select a God jar. Something to put your fears, your resentments, your hopes, your dreams, your worries into.
- stay at home mom
- working from home
- writing poetry
- writing paranormal romance
- surrounded by people who love me
- cook for lots of people
- share love by taking care of others (life of service)
- organize others as a career (life counselor)
- accounting/finance class (budgeting)
7. Use your God jar. Start with your fear list. When worried, remind yourself it's in the jar - "God's got it". Then take the next action.
- Apply for a job that pays better, with better hours (DDD SC)
- Work on communication with family
- Take personal time to recharge at least once a week - alone or with a group
- Take classes to improve myself
8. Honestly, what would you most like to create? Open-minded, what oddball paths would you dare to try? Willing, what appearances are you willing to shed to pursue your dream?
- I want to be the center of my home and create a place that people want to come to, a place to relax and recharge. I want to feed people and show my love through the ways that I take care of others; a life of service.
9. List five people you can talk to about your dreams and with whom you feel supported to dream and then plan.
- Melody
- Katerina
- Matthew
- Sabrina
- Skye/Luckie
- Syoko
